Traitor

Don’t look at me like that
I didn’t have a choice
At least I don’t have to die
Without hearing your voice
For the last time…

I travelled with you
Until this very end
This way I could guarantee
That your life will not end
Until the day when I decide that it is over…

This is what I am now, I feel like a failure
They took all I had and now I’m even a traitor

A player of cards with a wound on his chest
A betrayer of hearts with a soul that’s a mess
I am sorry my love, I am sorry for everything
That I’ve done, I don’t mean it like that

This is what became, this is what I had to do
I know you understand that, cause I know you

Please don’t be mad at me
I did what I could
I’ll never forgive myself
Don’t expect that I would
Cause for the longest time I hate myself now…

I’ll sing a gentle song for you
So, you don’t have to be in pain
But you need to understand
That you cannot remain
So, my blade will blow out that flame of yours…

This is what I am now, I feel like a failure
They took all I had and now I’m even a traitor

A player of cards with a wound on his chest
A betrayer of hearts with a soul that’s a mess
I am sorry my love, I am sorry for everything
That I’ve done, I don’t mean it like that

This is what became, this is what I had to do
I know you understand that, cause I know you

A player of cards…
A betrayer of hearts…
I am sorry my love…
I don’t mean it like that…
But

This is what I am now
I feel like a failure
They took all I had
And now I’m even a traitor

A player of cards with a wound on his chest
A betrayer of hearts with a soul that’s a mess
I am sorry my love, I am sorry for everything
That I’ve done, I don’t mean it like that

This is what became, this is what I had to do
I know you understand that, cause I know you

Don’t look at me like that
I didn’t have a choice
At least I don’t have to die
Without hearing your voice
For the last time…